It has taken me some time to write anything about the life
or death of Mrs Thatcher since her death was announced last week. Unlike many who have spoken loudly in praise
or condemnation I lived through her premiership. I saw at first hand the changes that took
place and I wept at some of them.
I cringed on the day she first entered 10 Downing St as its rightful occupier
when she quoted the prayer of St Francis, not because the prayer doesn’t
contain laudable sentiments, but because it sounded as though she saw herself
as some kind of messianic figure who was going to bring peace and harmony to a
disturbed world. A bit of humility at
the size of the task in hand would have been more to my liking.
I wept when privatisation of one national utility after
another was carried out. I could not
then, and cannot now, understand why making a profit for shareholders should
automatically make a body more efficient. I am convinced that with the right approach
and the right people in place it should be possible to run state-controlled
industries efficiently but with the best interests of the country at heart. Now we’re in a position where no ordinary
person knows quite where our electricity, water, gas come from nor who controls
our transport; where fragmentation rather than co-ordination seems to be the
order of the day and where global shareholders are more important than the
British citizens who need and use the utilities.
I didn’t like the way that the right to buy a council house
was introduced, with no corresponding mechanism for building replacements. The legacy of that is all around us now, with
property owning seen as the only real way to have a home, and affordability a joke
in wards like Eaglescliffe.
I hated the confrontational attitude to the rest of Europe,
and I’m still not convinced that the lives lost in the Falklands
war were in any way justified. Sure, the
residents of the Falklands might not have
enjoyed being under Argentinian rule but were they really at serious risk of
death or torture?
So at the end of her life what do I feel? To be honest, not a lot. It’s a long time since she was Prime
Minister. Her legacy isn’t changed by
her death. Living out her last months in
an expensive hotel room seems a sad reflection of her life - no such thing as
society? Yes there is, but it seems that
in death as in much of her public life she wasn’t part of it.